Reasoning

I don't pray to sleep
And not wake in the morning
Because of a promise to you
I never fulfilled.
(Don't flatter yourself.)

I bleed to remember
That I am still alive
I do it because
My tears are not enough
To remind me
Of the pain I have
Or the atrocities I have endured.

I don't destroy myself
To die.
I die because
I can't destroy myself.