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She lived only through sheer luck,
Not because I messed it up
Not because I wasn't strong enough,
And certainly not because I changed my mind.
I wanted her dead,
And I fulfilled my end of the bargain.
You see,
I set it all up in advance,
Because time is the number one killer in humans.
Yes, you will all die with time.
I prepaid a hitman.
I gave him my blood in an oxygen tank
Worth millions
To meet me at my home.
Specifically,
In the shower.
I told him he need only bring one thing -
Scrap metal,
Which I paid him for in excess with an extra pint.
I told him to bring a scrap metal,
Not a knife,
Because the girl was not worth
The waste of a good knife.
But he never showed.
I had already paid,
I was empty,
And the body was ready to be finished.
I went to the meeting,
Done, Naked, Ready,
To be stood up
For what should have been the last time.
I needed not turn the shower on;
The water streaming was scalding enough
To the cheeks forever burnt
With lies and broken promises.
Why, you might ask,
Do I consider this attempt a murder?
I was already gone.
I was no longer there.
There was nothing in the body -
The soulless, bloodless skin.
The body fell
To its knobby knees
And wept her life away
In suicide.
Not because I messed it up
Not because I wasn't strong enough,
And certainly not because I changed my mind.
I wanted her dead,
And I fulfilled my end of the bargain.
You see,
I set it all up in advance,
Because time is the number one killer in humans.
Yes, you will all die with time.
I prepaid a hitman.
I gave him my blood in an oxygen tank
Worth millions
To meet me at my home.
Specifically,
In the shower.
I told him he need only bring one thing -
Scrap metal,
Which I paid him for in excess with an extra pint.
I told him to bring a scrap metal,
Not a knife,
Because the girl was not worth
The waste of a good knife.
But he never showed.
I had already paid,
I was empty,
And the body was ready to be finished.
I went to the meeting,
Done, Naked, Ready,
To be stood up
For what should have been the last time.
I needed not turn the shower on;
The water streaming was scalding enough
To the cheeks forever burnt
With lies and broken promises.
Why, you might ask,
Do I consider this attempt a murder?
I was already gone.
I was no longer there.
There was nothing in the body -
The soulless, bloodless skin.
The body fell
To its knobby knees
And wept her life away
In suicide.
Literature
On Waitressing
Appreciate what you can.
That man drinking the blonde ale
I appreciate the vernacular of his mohawk.
The diner will turn
into a wild boar tearing into tougher hide,
ignorant of the true size of his stomach.
Is it the size of a tack
or the size of a grenade
or the size of a cannon?
Separate, or his spoiled tusks will find you.
And only spit in most food.
Balance is key.
Whenever possible,
jettison past the heat-stroke
into the walk-in cooler
and put a palm to your ice-chest
to ensure your heart still beats.
My brother went to culin
Literature
Angstxiety
I am work weak on Wednesday
in a heap of hangover and hesitation
with fingers on a phone haptically
actively anticipating feedback—
I need that why do I need that.
My angst and anxiety
is constant and courses
and throbs with a pulse
that demands concern
of a baby boomer crooning poetic
in the distance to call me antisocial, or you know,
you could just call me.
If being this busy in an age
of constant communication
feels like having slept
but not feeling rested,
I'd rather cancel my plans
like a responsible millennial
and go to bed.
Literature
Untitled
Once upon a time
I reached for the stars
And tried to climb
The sun's golden bars
But those rays of light
Cut short my flight
I reached for the stars
And fell from the sky
My hopes now scars
I can't justify
To myself alone
I am she who has flown
I tried to climb
Like Icarus the son
Melted wax come noontime
With nothing won
No promises made
No trophies gained
The sun's golden bars
Whose sentinels maintained
The ghosts of Mars
Those who remain
Close to my heart
Forever apart
The rays of light
Have faded away
The moon now night
Where the world decays
And I'm still fading
The sun never staying
Cut short my flight
Left behind it all
I try to
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Well this might be the darkest piece I've ever written... Not entirely sure where this came from. It's meant to be a spoken word, but I think I'd have to brighten it up a little more to perform it as such. Thoughts?
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You weren't kidding when you said it was the most darkest poem you've written. I love it! Great job.